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Thursday, July 8, 2010 fin 5:36 PM my word. i cannot remember how long it has been since my last entry. so much has happened since that i do not know from where to begin. i remember one post i wrote some time ago saying that i would keep this blog up and running until i graduate law school- funny idea it seemed back then, seeing how i never saw myself leaving law school period. alas, i graduated, on the second day of july in the year two thousand and ten. two days shy of my turning twenty three. epic, that. i am almost in my mid twenties.... mercy! i felt nothing on the day of graduation, save a slight comfort on my shoulders knowing that a little burden has finally been lifted from them. the nothingness where a ridiculously stupid amount of joy should have been owes itself to my parents not being there to share that moment with me, and the fact that my uncle took his last breath just the week before. then again, the presence of one who did make it to the ceremony made the day one that i will remember for as long as i live. and for that, i will always be grateful. he came to me when i was down, and broken. when i thought no one person could make me feel worthy of their appreciation, adoration, and their love. stupid as it might sound to you and me now, but that was how i felt back then. it came to me like a damn epiphany how foolish i was for allowing others to hurt me that way. but he came, and proved every misconceived thought i had of him, wrong. only time will tell if i am able to keep this blog running for much longer. i might get around to telling you little tales of my part in the construction of an igloo at northcourt avenue, how i discovered one of the greatest pleasures in life, or the time i spent in paris with my beloved. the past nine months has been a crazy emotional rollercoaster ride. it has taught me so much about myself and others that i can say today that i am looking back at it with no regrets. i finished school at Reading, found love at Reading, and i have since left with memories of some of the better days of my first twenty three years of living. i know for sure that some of the people i have known, loved, and loathed at times, i will remember and hope to still see in years to come.
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shariza abdul saniisland girl | mark your calendars july fourth | dreamlover | once an ardent kopite | pro-procrastinator 4 1 1 singaporean, born and raised; living in a home away from home. comes with a warning; said to be bipolar. 'it is as near to you as your life, but you can never wholly know it.'- rabindranath tagore
juice - grad school... my girls; my loves
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graffiti she wants: - a nikon d90; - to turn back time...; - to see dirga putra; - a new tub of bronzers; - more memory space... (in her head...); - john mayer. chronicles Apr 16, 2008 Apr 17, 2008 Apr 19, 2008 Apr 29, 2008 Apr 30, 2008 May 4, 2008 May 7, 2008 May 9, 2008 May 15, 2008 May 25, 2008 Jun 6, 2008 Jun 13, 2008 Jun 20, 2008 Jun 26, 2008 Jun 29, 2008 Jul 10, 2008 Jul 12, 2008 Jul 17, 2008 Jul 31, 2008 Aug 5, 2008 Aug 30, 2008 Sep 1, 2008 Sep 10, 2008 Sep 13, 2008 Sep 24, 2008 Sep 26, 2008 Oct 7, 2008 Oct 8, 2008 Oct 9, 2008 Oct 13, 2008 Oct 16, 2008 Oct 21, 2008 Oct 31, 2008 Nov 5, 2008 Nov 6, 2008 Nov 14, 2008 Nov 16, 2008 Nov 17, 2008 Nov 21, 2008 Nov 24, 2008 Dec 28, 2008 Jan 27, 2009 Jan 30, 2009 Feb 4, 2009 Feb 6, 2009 Feb 13, 2009 Feb 17, 2009 Feb 21, 2009 Mar 1, 2009 Mar 14, 2009 Mar 30, 2009 Apr 30, 2009 May 2, 2009 May 5, 2009 May 11, 2009 May 21, 2009 May 22, 2009 May 28, 2009 May 30, 2009 Jun 1, 2009 Jun 10, 2009 Jun 18, 2009 Jun 22, 2009 Jun 24, 2009 Jun 26, 2009 Jun 29, 2009 Jul 6, 2009 Jul 8, 2009 Jul 27, 2009 Jul 28, 2009 Aug 1, 2009 Aug 14, 2009 Aug 18, 2009 Aug 26, 2009 Aug 29, 2009 Sep 1, 2009 Sep 9, 2009 Sep 10, 2009 Sep 17, 2009 Oct 21, 2009 Jul 8, 2010 Jul 20, 2010 Aug 2, 2010 Aug 14, 2010 Aug 18, 2010 Oct 6, 2010 Oct 9, 2010 Oct 27, 2010 Oct 29, 2010 Jul 19, 2011 dear diary..... afdlin shauki anwar ibrahim dinesh nandrajog dirga putra kantawibawa divya balakumar esther wee jack johnson jillian lim john mayer joshua bakir nuing k.s. ‘chaoz’ chen kristine lee larry king leena darshini lilynn seah michelle lee mun onn lai neptune loh patrick teoh priscilla leow sergeant roy steven ng vivian tan william nee xh ong yasmin ahmad yuffie hani zili tay saints of sinners cat in a bowl coach n much more ![]() oh, popsicles! shopaholic's den life in law school now when you're dreaming with a broken heart the waking up is the hardest part...
you roll out of bed and down on your knees and for a moment you can hardly breathe
wondering was he really here? is he standing in my room?
no he's not. because he's gone.
when you're dreaming with a broken heart. the giving up is the hardest part
he takes you in with your crying eyes, then all at once you have to say goodbye.
wondering could you stay my love? will you wake up by my side?
no he can't. because he's gone.
now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand... do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? baby won't you get them if i did?
no you won't.because you're gone.
when you're dreaming with a broken heart. the waking up is the hardest part..... the epitome of beauty |